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Interview
With Jennifer Parkin of Ayria from August 2004.
Elizabeth Seares of Fiend
Magazine out of Australia chats to Jennifer Parkin
SEE MORE: Link to
Fiend Magazine & the Ayria Interview
What inspired to create music, and how
would you say your style has evolved since you first started writing?
I really think I've always been inspired musically. I can't
remember an age where it wasn't the most important thing to me or my
main form of expression. I know the issues I write about have changed a
lot. Not only from a personal viewpoint but also what's going on in
the world has changed and has had an effect on what goes on in my mind
that I want to get out through music. Also, a weird concept is that as I've grown up, the issues about my life have completely changed and
there are areas where I've mellowed out a bit. The things I once
thought to be epic when I was young or going through school now don't
affect me like they did. But of course this works both ways and there
are completely new issues, ideas and passions that consume me that force
me to write the lyrics that I do. I think my song writing structure has
evolved from songs that used to seem scattered and imbalanced to me. I
now don't feel I have to cram a million melodies and themes into one
track. Instead, I work on one idea and melody and develop that to a
point where I'm happy with it.
How are you finding writing both music
and lyrics for Ayria, as compared to writing just vocals in Epsilon
Minus?
It's hard work to structure & program complete songs and I'm
still learning how to use the software but I love starting with synth
lines and beats and developing vocal melodies within these simpler song
structures. I can see earlier what the style and sound of Ayria is going
to be and I have more of a say in the direction of songs. I still need
help with final production as that area is tricky when you're new to
it all but I've completed more than a few songs since starting in
February and I'm having fun with it. I also bought a keyboard and have
been using it to write songs and just play around with it. I have to
honestly say if I had to choose between doing just vocals or
programming, I still love doing vocals way more because it's where my
heart is and I find singing to be the ultimate form of expression for me
personally but I like developing myself in other areas too!
How do you put together your tracks?
Lyrics first then melody?
I always do melody then lyrics. Sometimes, the lyrics that come out
randomly when I'm developing a melody are the ones that stay because
they worked so well and they contain the idea that I want to sing about
and develop a track around. This sounds silly but in every track I do
there has to be one melody that blows me away personally or it's not
worth doing. I sometimes wonder if people can pick that out when they
listen. It's the thing I look for in other artist's songs. When I
listen to music, I'm usually listening for lyrics or that killer vocal
melody that makes you listen to the track on repeat for an hour! If I
have an amazing time singing something over and over, I know I've
found something good.
You've come up with some pretty
inspiring lyrics, and from what you've said in other interviews, some
songs are based on current world situations (eg. DOS), do you also sing
about personal experiences?
Of course. (Thank you by the way!) I try and achieve a mixture of
songs that deal with both personal and societal events. I easily get
bored with listening to bands that stick to one theme only like an
entire CD of war lyrics or breakup lyrics. The message is there and it's great but when
it's being hammered into 12 tracks, I find it to
be overkill. I like listening to songs that contain personal subjects
because I find I can relate better to them so I thought it was important
to have some on my own releases. If people find it inspiring, that's
great. I've actually often been told that my lyrics are a little too
depressing but it's something I just can't help! Even when I try to
be positive it somehow gets flipped around. For example, I remember when
I was working on a track called ÒLostÓ for the first Epsilon Minus
release. It was meant to be 100% positive and upbeat to match the music
and I started with these intentions but it ended up being about
something totally depressing. My style now is that I take these upbeat
songs and bring them down I guess!
You recently toured with Razed
Black and Wolfsheim, what was it like being on the road, and how did
people receive your music?
The tough part of touring is sitting in a car all day, sound
checking, eating greasy food, doing a show, staying up until 4:00 am and
then having to do it again the next day for several weeks. But I did
love it! The tour was better then I could have hoped for considering
that the album was released the week the tour started. We definitely had
good crowd responsiveness without most people even knowing who Ayria
was. I don't know if it was based on my musical past being in another
band or if the fans of Razed In Black were just extremely receptive to
the opening bands but every town we had incredible responses. Wolfsheim
back in April was the experience of a lifetime. Not only was it the
biggest crowd I had ever played for (over 700 I believe) but also, I had
never been to California and here I was being booked for such an
incredible show so far away! It was overwhelming. California had an
amazing crowd and everyone seemed really into what we were doing on
stage and what we brought to the show. I'm actually going back there
for a show on July 15th and I'm very excited to see some familiar
faces.
Where do you see Ayria going in the
future?
I really have no idea how to answer this question. It's not that I
don't have any plans for the future but I can't think about that in
depth because Ayria has already surpassed my expectations of what it
could have been. I have to admit that I was scared when I was no longer
in my last band because I felt that I had to start again, not knowing
what I could do without losing momentum and not knowing if people would
accept a new project from a vocalist. There were so many things that
could have went wrong with a band breaking up but I felt in control at
least and I was determined to make an album I was proud of and I know I
put myself out there even more than before. So, the future is something
unclear to me but for now I'm plugging away working on new ideas and
concepts for the next release. I keep playing shows when asked because I
love to get out there. I know I want to play Europe and I'm hoping
that will come in time. That's all the plans I'm thinking of for now
really!
Do you think that you'll tour Australia
one day?
I would love to come and play Australia but I'm sure it's quite
expensive for promoters there to justify bringing bands over. I would
think even moreso for a North American band. It's really not up to me.
We need interested promoters wanting to do an Ayria show before plans
can officially be made in Australia. Know any? ;) |